20

Hey y'all!

So two days ago I turned the big 20!

In the past twenty years the toughest thing I've been through was heart break, so I can say I've pretty much had it made!

My teen years were very confusing trying to figure life out.

The most important thing I learned was to just stay true to myself. For years I would try to be who everyone else wanted me to be, and I was not happy or healthy that way.

I learned I had to be selfish and find the brightness in my own life. Trying to fix everyone else's struggles when I couldn't even figure out my own dug me in some deep holes.

After trying to focus on myself and my own needs for the past couple of years I can truly say I am happy.

I have found a happiness being myself and who I truly am.

If I'm not enough for anyone else, I am enough for myself.

So if you're struggling trying to find your place in this world, focus on being not of this world, and be true to yourself. Stop worrying about what the rest of the world thinks you should be, just be YOU.

I'm so ready for what i'll continue to learn about myself. Now that I've found a happiness I wil hold onto it forever.

As much as I love to put everyone's needs before mine, I can't forget about the happiness that I deserve.

I hope now that I am at a stable place with myself, I can continue to reach out to others, without letting myself get hurt. If you can please pray for me, I would love that.

I love you guys, thank you for taking the time to read this and letting me open up my heart, because trust me it gets really scarry for me, so thank you.

I can't wait to continue on this journey and fulfill the desires of my heart, which is find that sunshine on a foggy day! For myself and everyone else! Of course, I'll be sharing soon! <3